Sorry As, some days are just like that. I have the same feelings.

A counselor we both went to said, "Don't walk away from your M until you've exhausted any and every possible way to fix it." I told me W this and she said, "That's why I'm leaving you, it's going all in..."

This from a couple that only went to one counseling session together in our M, found it useful and didn't feel the need to go back. Doesn't sound like we've exhausted anything, just walked away.

Tomorrow's a new day man, you never ever know what will shift. You just don't. The holidays are hard too, they just are. It triggers all kinds of things.

All we can do is stick to DB'ing, and keep that focus on ourselves. Keep growing, keep expanding, keep becoming a better man. I hate to hear it, but I'll say it, if you do that you can't lose. You may not realize that this year, or next, but it's true.

You're a good man and should be with a woman that recognizes that. Or be on your own until your ready to have someone in your life, W or other.

Human or not, you're still a DB rockstar in my book As. Let today go.

PP


M 39 W 36
T5 M3
BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day
Served 9/15
D finalized 6/17