I'm in a hotel and wifi may expire soon....I'll be brief. Lots of wise words already from RD.
I agree about your W's love for you. My guess - it's in there somewhere and who knows what the future holds if you choose patience and lots of it.
Please don't presume everlasting happiness with OM and give up. R's which started as A's are pretty much doomed from the start. IT takes time, but most don't make the transition into deep and loving R's. Do bear that in mind, when you post how happy they are. There's an element of fantasy going on for them there, for sure and that can only last so long my friend.
Other than that, there's some good introspection above there & good for you. As for the height thing......SMH - that's pure WAS script....I don't like X about you, then OM is X....
Take care Jim xx
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
