She has expressed how she does not want to live together and play house. She is done with the M, and feels that it will be easier to begin a new relationship then to try and save this one. She also tells me that she isn't looking to move on and find someone, she is focused on herself at the moment, but occasionally flirts because she likes the ego boost. I honestly don't know how to take that.
I know she talks to a male friend everyday, to me that's building a relationship. She expresses that they talk work related stuff. I really need to get her out of my head, this anxiety is killing me.
I seem to be avoiding seeing her out of fear of being put in that situation in which she is texting or on her phone. I feel I have become like the carrot (the coffee story); I should be more like the coffee but don't know how to. Should I consider taking Anti-Anxiety pills? Or just try and exercise more often (I used to but this situation has thrown me completely off of my routine).
M: 34 W: 33 S: 7 S: 14 months BD: 6/2015 Separation: 6/2015 Back and Forth between Home and Moms
