Thank you for responding. You are correct in me being authentic. I do want her there, because I miss her and it would be nice for the kids to have us both present. I am afraid of not being able to fully enjoy the time as I am always anxious thinking about what she is doing and to whom she is talking to. etc.
M: 34 W: 33 S: 7 S: 14 months BD: 6/2015 Separation: 6/2015 Back and Forth between Home and Moms