Hi Mutatio,

Thank you for responding. You are correct in me being authentic. I do want her there, because I miss her and it would be nice for the kids to have us both present. I am afraid of not being able to fully enjoy the time as I am always anxious thinking about what she is doing and to whom she is talking to. etc.


M: 34 W: 33
S: 7
S: 14 months
BD: 6/2015
Separation: 6/2015
Back and Forth between Home and Moms