Journaling....

So had the kids today, W was going to go out last night to the clubs but guess it felt through. She never bothered to reach out to the kids to say goodnight, but I guess it's expected.

Today I dropped of the kids to her, she was with her friend (which is also going through troubles with her BF) and she didn't even bothered to say hello, no interaction which she normally does. I guess she was trying to paint a picture of distance for her friend.

She also has expressed wanting to go to the beach as a family tomorrow labor day, part of me feels she just wants the best of both worlds, to have the family feeling but also enjoy the excitement of the flirting that she is doing...so I am thinking about just telling her I want to go alone with the kids.


M: 34 W: 33
S: 7
S: 14 months
BD: 6/2015
Separation: 6/2015
Back and Forth between Home and Moms