She sent me letters in jail saying how sorry she was, and how she will always love me. Shes been trying to contact me since Ive been out, but Im not responding. She saysshe realizes my worth, and that its taking 4 people to do what I did. She wants the kids to see me, but her lawyer says that will make the restraining order null, and void. She says shes going to tell the court that she was lying. Which she WAS!! Im want to believe her so bad. I STILL love her God help me!