Hi. Jim. Can I firstly say you a bit of a hero of mine I could never be a mature as you and deal with a sitch like that I envy your control and although you tell us how hard it is you still manage.
Your W may be happy and may be not but either way how is she going to appear with you in that situation ?
Please take time to reflect on how strong you are Jim It may not seem like it being so close to the coal face but you really are In your kids eyes you are their Dad and rock.