I think I blew it about tonight's dinner. I had to call our cable company this morning. Since it's under H's name, they wanted to talk to him, so I handed him my phone. Before I realized and went into the room, I think H was snooping on my phone...he probably saw the text exchange with my gay friend. Big mistake....oh well but I'm not really used to hiding things from H. I have to learn from this mistake.....
H actually was still trying to make advance in the morning. I was very frustrated by his lack of respect for me, I reacted saying " why don't you ask that girl" I know it was the bad way to respond.....ahhhhh. And what H said? " I don't do that with her. I don't have sex with her" I feel so disrespected.......
