Thank you asitis.. of course your right .. I guess I just thought there might be some hidden insight that I was missing that might be broght to light. I have also considered this as just one more stone to cross on my path. I know its not a miracle cure for what ails him I am realistic too. It is the actions that I need to focus on and again not expecting things to be different. As I stated previously I know we are in for a long haul still. I also know my situation is lots better than where we were but not where I want to end up yet.
Practicing Patience is hard..
Married 1991 D 32 GD 12 D 30 GD 3 S 29 M 58 S 57 1st bomb 2008 2nd bomb 4/2015 same person New bomb 09/24 I fear those big words which make us so unhappy.
