My Reader's Digest Version

[SParker]

Okay, as for my current personal goals:

1. Letting go of control and accepting things better. I'm doing this by stepping back and looking at things from other's perspective. By just controlling the way I react, I can effect changes.
2. I'm trying to get better organized.
3. Forgiving myself and letting go of the past.
4. I'm working on taking my walls down and not reacting with anger. If I'm hurt, I will respond calmly and not strike out verbally. Defending myself in this way only hurts others and result in more hurt for me.

I've finished Ch. 5 in DR and today is the day I committed to telling my H what I want. I don't know if he's able to do these fully yet, but he's already doing them half-way.

Other than the transitional pain, things have been getting better! We are spending more time enjoying each other's company. He asked for my help at the business in a small way this week. He hasn't invited me to his bible study or church with him yet, but hopefully that will come soon.

I'm taking the kids bowling tonight.

Baby steps! (Reminds me of 'What About Bob'!)