H just came home in the middle of the night and woke me up. He was drunk. He was making another advance. I told him 'I can't because I have self respect, we both will feel very bad afterwards.' H was like 'I don't care' I asked him if he doesn't even have that much respect left for me. H said he has so much respect for me. Then why are you doing this? H said ' I still have this much craving for you' ( he made some gesture with his hand on his head but I really didn't understand if it meant a lot or little). Eventually H said 'ok no more' and he left again.
I know I did a right thing not let him, but did I burn the bridge by the way I handled it? I really don't know. Then again he was drunk too.... Now I can't sleep this is great...
