For the first time since H moved out in May S4 is crying "I want my daddy. I miss my daddy". I don't know what to do. I have told him that I miss him too and that I love him. It breaks my heart. I have no idea if he cries for me when he is with H. A part of me wants to each out and TM him but then I think if I feel I should do it then don't do it. I hate what this does to our children. Ugh.

Vacation away from this sh$t can't come soon enough. Atleast there is wifi and I can FaceTime S every day but that is going to be the worst part about the trip.


Me:33 H:36
T:13 years
M:10 years
S4
Separated 05/15
H Filed 06/15