First Contact in Six Months Please Help

[asitis]

I would add that predicting the future on something as profound as forgiveness isn't really all that useful. The point that right now you can't imagine forgiving. Perfectly normal in you sitch. So,just allow yourself to embrace that right now is not the time for forgiveness,and don't beat yourself up with the implication in your post that you are failing and should be able to forgive.

And, remember that forgiveness is often mostly for you, and not so much for the other person.