I understand you are saying Zeus. I know I shouldn't stress myself out over it. I should be here for MY love of the M, not stressing about whether I'm going to "win" the M. That actually is a great analogy.

I have read the first chapter Sandi,but haven't been able to pick up the full book yet(Is there a way to get it on the App Store? I saw two of Michele's books on there but not DR / DB frown ) Also I will try not to say sorry like you said. But you are refering to apologizing about the M only right? If it's something like messing up a food order or something, I should still apologize, correct?

And as far as counseling and the like, unfortunately I am not in a financial position to afford it right now. Although I would like to.

Actually my favorite bible verse is actually 1 Corinthians. I actually looked it up and am going to add it so I can see and read it as I post to help remind myself.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7 New International Version (NIV)

Love is patient,love is kind. It does not envy,it does not boast,it is not proud. It does not dishonor others,it is not self-seeking,it is not easily angered,it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects,always trusts,always hopes,always perseveres.

I really is a beautiful verse.


M28 F27
Married: 10 years
D4 D3 D3 S1
BD/EA 08/15