Ahhhh...another day spent driving to a doctors appointment and sitting and waiting, then a 3 plus hour drive home in Friday rush hour traffic.
This is when it would have been nice to have had a caring husband with me. I wonder if I can ever truly forgive him for being such a douche bag and let go of the resentment I feel whenever I have to go to appointments, knowing he wasn't there for me then and still is not there for me now. H was sick with strep throat and then a severe allergic reaction to penicillin a couple of months ago and I took him to the hospital and clinic and pharmacy. I was there for him when he needed me. Sometimes when I'm feeling particularly angry I wish for him to be ill and for me to treat him the way he treated me. See how it feels!! But I know I'm not like that and to be honest I don't want to be like that.
Di-mond in the rough M-45 H-38 My children S-25 D-23 T 5 M 4 H left April Fools Day 2015
