as_it_is - my adventure continues (part 4)

[asitis]

Oh, and on whether she is sending a message. I just can't imagine forgetting something like that. And if she were trying to send a message, I doubt she would have left the divorce book there as well. And, I haven't been doing any flirting or sending any other messages of pursuit or interest in sex her way. I just think she forgot to gather up all her things after an afternoon of being with the boys, getting dinner for them, and packing up her stuff. Still, I would think someone who has expressed discomfort talking about masturbation would be very careful about leaving such things around.

Who knows? I don't understand all that she is going through, or why she behaves the way she does sometimes. I know that she is struggling with her decision just like I am. She claims that she has no doubts, but it still is very painful.

I'll entertain critiques of the no response decision, but it seems right to me. Still, it is a very powerful reminder of something I miss badly.