My WW loves her OOM

[Sorgan]

No fade. Unfortunately she has not had to face aand single consequence for this yet. At least not any that she cares to notice yet. The children notice that she's not the same. But like you said I don't think that will come to fruition till she snaps back to reality.

However as an update from yesterday I think I made a major mistake last night. She wound up having severe abdominal pains so we took her to the hospital because she has a history with liver disease. I will end up breaking down on the way home I did not beg her to be with me or to leave him or anything of that nature but I did cry and say that how much this is hurting me. How I am glad to see her happy but it is still hurting me so bad. Unfortunately this is still fresh for me and seeing her in the hospitalbecause combined with the situation of the current events cause me to lose it on the way home.

And while I am positive that did not help me. It did feel nice to be able to talk to my best friend even though she was high as a kite and probably not listening. It is really amazing what 10 hours of sleep over the course of a week will do to you. I know that I need sleep but at this current point but I cannot seem to shut my brain off.

Also thank you could add I do intend on keeping posting. And I do plan on not letting her see any of it. And as soon as I can get some finances I plan on getting the book. I am the sole provider currently and I only make about 30,000 a year so money is usually an issue. Lol

I feel better now that I've had a few hours sleep since we got home. I'm sorry that my posts always looks so poorly done. Everything I type is through my phone because I do not have a laptop or a PC, and my phone is using Android Gingerbread operating system. Lmao. Actually I got a letter from Sprint in July telling me they are no longer going to cover my phone in November. Lol

Sorry again it just helps to talk to somebody anybody that actually listens. And thank you everyone for your support it really is helping