Sandi- what would your advice be then. Sign the papers? Were essentially NC as far as talking on the phone. We don't share anything anymore. The only thing we do is write in this journal. At least she did until a couple days ago. Im frustrated to the point where I want to throw in the towel but thats not what i really feel like doing.

Z- Im not sure. I lean towards that but I'm not positive I'm ready to do that. I don't know.


ME: 28
W: 24
M: 2.5yrs
T: 5yrs
BD: 22 SEP 14
W Leaves: 5 OCT 14