Yesterday I had a meeting with the MHP. She was...OK. I think she understands my position and my priorities. I was talking to my SIL afterwards and musing what MHP thought after she talked to STBX and got a very different story. Hopefully, she's seen enough other cases to understand our dynamics. We can't be unique.
I found the whole thing draining, even though it wasn't supposed to be hard. It's like picking at a scab. It seems to be healing on the outside, but once you pick at it, you see that it's not really. I feel like that.
STBX and I continue to get along, we sat together at D12's game yesterday and even talked about the MHP and about getting together the financial paperwork. We made an on-the-fly adjustment to child sharing yesterday, we are both being flexible with that. So over all, things are going well.
I have interviewed twice with two different places, I'm hoping to hear from either of them today before the long weekend.
And speaking of the long weekend,I am going away for a couple of days this weekend, looking forward to that. I'm going with five other women, my plan is to just kind of be along for the ride and enjoy whatever comes my way. I am a little nervous about it, I really love alone time and know I won't be getting any at all this weekend, but I also think it will be good for me to take my mind off other things.
