FY, You are truly an inspiration to others. I hope that the posters who read this thread will come to understand that it takes time and patience to get to the other side and when the chips are down, to dig deeper for more patience. Walking the path of MLC is not a sprint, but a marathon that will surely try your patience and make you question why you are still walking the path.
You are truly a success story because no matter what happened, you picked yourself up and continued moving forward.
Well done my friend!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.