Hi PP! Sorry I haven't been on here, but I've been exhausted with my work load and my S.
I'm sorry you had a rough day at the beach. I totally get where you were coming from. There are just certain things that we're supposed to share with our spouses...or at least it has been that way, and then suddenly, sorry, no thank you.
Talk about a giant hole in our lives! I think someone mentioned on here about making sure that our GAL fulfills us, not just using up time. I try for that. I also sometimes get by literally minute by minute.
I hope today was great for you.
**hugs** E
No apology needed E. I still marvel at how all of you handle this with actual human children.
Seems like a lot of pain and suffering on the board today, everyone's sitch causing grief. I'm feeling it too just not sure why. I can't categorize it as depression, just a complete malaise and dissatisfaction. Like I'm underwater today, just not drowning.
There's so much amazement ahead of us but man does BD send us on an adventure into the pit of our emotions. I miss my W again something terribly and woke up this morning with the thought that I was the Thrown Away Spouse TAS instead of LBH. Not sure where the thought came from, maybe stemming from the fact that it's taking everything in my power not to reach out to my W on most days, where I mind read that she has no problem keeping a distance.
I hope we all find a little bit of light today. Stay strong DB'ers.
PP
M 39 W 36 T5 M3 BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day Served 9/15 D finalized 6/17
