Do you mean she says it so that when she decides to move on and have another partner she doesn't feel guilty? Or that if I ever have one, she won't feel guilty?

It is crazy, I am nowhere near being ready for that. I know so because I think about my sitch, and my W everyday, and everyday I get down. I have to work on my PMA, and GAL in order for me to feel somewhat normal.

I am sorry to hear that she started indicating that there might be OM in the picture. It [censored] when you know have to deal with that as well as your feelings about the M dying.

Lets focus on moving forward and getting our lives together brotha.... I hope you are doing well, and God Bless

M: 34 W: 33
S: 7
S: 14 months
BD: 6/2015
Separation: 6/2015
Back and Forth between Home and Moms