Praying for you HurtJeff. You are living a nightmare. There is no way to ease the kind of pain that you must be experiencing. It is very helpful to me to exercise when I am dealing with high levels of emotional pain. Do you have a therapist? I can't imagine going through this without one. Know that your situation is extreme and no one expects you to handle it with grace. Just do your best and realize that you can only control yourself. Eat right, exercise, develop your brain, get really busy. God bless you!


M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.