Feeling Numb

[Elly4]

Hi Zephyr! Thanks for stopping by! It has been insane lately trying to balance working again and time with my S. I fall into bed dead tired every night. Been missing being on here.

I too am struggling with rejection and for me abandonment. I talked to my IC today and she was reminding me too that it was okay to feel my grief and my anger towards what is happening. I keep trying to detach, but maybe my not feeling certain feelings is stopping me from detaching more.

My H wants to drop my S off at school on Friday morning, and I've been obsessing about the "why". He said it could be fun, but in the time that my son has gone to toddler and preschool, my H has never shown an interest in dropping him off. So, I'm suspicious. But I shouldn't be, because I'm supposed to be detached.. SIGH

I know my S will be safe, so I should just leave it be.

How are you doing?

E

It really did make my day to see you were thinking of me.

hugs!!!!