Journaling.

Yesterday I found out from WW that she is having some issues with her overy and cysts. She only has one b/c she had problems when she was younger and had it removed. She texted me and said she was in extreme pain and was bleeding worse than her period. We have been through this before, many times in fact. Usually once a year we would end up in the ER and they would tell her a cyst burst and give her some pain meds.

This time though.....I am not there to hold her hand. She is trying to get support out of me even to the point of her saying she is getting a hysterectomy.(something that her doctor and I were against). I have been supportive by just telling her that I hope everything is ok.

Yesterday, I got a text outta the blue saying, "I know it doesn't really matter but I was making dinner and heard some of our old songs, brought back some really good memories."

I kinda thought this was temp checking so I didn't respond til this morning. I just validated by saying..." I have good memories too" and left it at that. Not sure if I handles this well but tries to take a step back and look at it as not meaning anything.


T14 M5
SD15,D8,S6,D3
"Not Happy" 12/11/14
EA discovered 2/11/15
MC started 2/17/15
MC "put on hold" 4/3/15
W IC started 4/5/15
PA admitted 5/7/15
WW moves out 5/8/15
WW gets her own place 7/15/15