Update after a long time

[Onguard]

Shodan, I have not logged on in months and I just saw your update. I am sorry. I feel somewhat of a bond with you since we were going through our situations at the same time. I know how horrible it feels to watch your wife become an "alien" that you don't recognize. For what it's worth, what finally snapped my wife out of it was my depression lifting and her seeing me moving on as well as being pursued by other women. I genuinely decided to move on, gave her zero attention and was starting to live a fun life without her. That is when her "feelings" came back. I let her twist for weeks without responding and she eventually agreed to everything and anything for me to give her another chance. We have been piecing since April but I am finding it hard to fully give her my heart and trust. I have found that there are no easy roads out of this mess.

I wish you strength, peace and happiness. Youre a good man Sho, you will find it.