i just wanted too add something before retiring for the evening. Upon re-reading this post ^^, which is typical of many others, it is conceivable that from my "descriptions", particularly of myself, that one might interpret I am describing a grotesque monster, barely capable of functioning. The truth is actually very far from this on the surface. As I suppose it is for many of us that tend towards this.
It is really an image of myself, as I see/know myself. Projected in the worst possible, yet still realistic (not overly pessimistic that is) light.
M: 6 T: 12 Kids: 2,4 BD: Jan 2015 S: Feb 2015 EA/PA confirmed: Feb2015/Mar2015