Have i been making mistakes too long part 5

[tkdmme]

Im feeling depressed today.

I had a piano gig last night. It was the first gig I have had in over a year. I was really rusty and not many people showed up.

My W brought the kids out for a few minutes. My D12 and S7 both got up and sang songs with me. That felt good.

My W is so far gone. She doesn't even smile anymore. What is up with her. I don't get it. I have been reading and posting on this site for over a month and not seen a good explanation as to why or how someone just turns off. It is the weirdest thing I have ever witnessed.

I am doing ok, all things considered. like a lot of you I think logically about most things I want to get to the bottom of the real problem. It dives me nuts that I cant figure this out.

Anyway, I just wanted to vent.