*need help*

[barbie7]

So he called the girls today..asked to speak to me and I got on the phone with an attitude..i honestly didn't want to talk to him..well he tells me he wants to get the girls this weekend *that will make 8 weeks since he has seen them* and asks if I can meet him somewhere to drop the girls off with him..he then tells me he can't drive his truck BC the inspection sticker is expired and something else is wrong with it so he says he wants me to meet him and her after he gets off work..i said no I'm not going anywhere around her..he starts doing his stupid laugh and said why not..she won't say anything..i said I don't care I'm not going around her..i heard her in the background saying "what did she say?" He then tells me fine then we will go to your house to pick them up..i said umm no..he laughs again and says well I'm just letting you know I want the girls this weekend and I can't drive my truck so either you meet us or we're going to your house to pick them up..the night he left I told him she is not allowed on this property..i guess he forgot or doesn't give a crap..and he was talking like he wanted me to feel sorry for him that he can't drive his truck right now..sorry but that's not my problem..i will either tell him he can drive her car here by himself or his parents will bring the kids to meet up with them..they don't want to be around her either but idk why he feels any of us should help him out..honestly I'm starting to hate him and I'm thinking I was/am married to a nutso..seems she wants to pick a fight with me no matter what I say or do and he does his stupid sarcastic laugh at everything I say..ok they want each other and are each others soul mates blah blah well they can have each other but I'm sick of them making fun of me and bullying me and trying to make me look like the bad guy/woman..why me?!?! I'm over here raising 3 kids on my own pretty much and trying to live right and better myself and trying to get over all the hurt and betrayal and everything else he has caused and done and I still have to deal with this bullcrap..i wish she would go away for good..my poor babies having to be around her..maybe I will have to get his parents to tell him she is not allowed on the property for him to take it seriously..they do own it..we go to court Sept. 22nd..i feel like I'm in the twilight zone or something..he left his wife and kids to be with her and he just can't understand why I wouldn't want to be around her..really?!?! I was reading somebody's ditch a while ago and noticed someone mentioned Psalm 37:7 "be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him;do not fret when men succeed in their ways,when they carry out their wicked schemes." It seemed to fit my ditch right now..we pray every day and night that he will get away from her and stop being wayward..if God answers that prayer it may be a long time from now..He knows what he's doing and what's going on though so I just have to have faith that things will get better soon..they say God only gives you what you can bear/handle..He must think I can handle A LOT