Might as well get started.

[Abe31]

Yep. Not much choice in this matter. That's why its best to turn your focus inward.

So you posted a lot of words on your M.

Let's talk about you: what do you believe you contributed to the downfall of your M?

Not sure to be honest.

1. I am a good partner. But I never gave enough support.
2. I am a good provider. But we always needed more.
3. I am a good father. But I didn't do enough.

Let's see. I've already beat myself up. Let's go through the list of my failures:

A. I am emotionally naive. I communicate directly and expect the same.
B. I disconnected for a while in 2011 after years of financial failure.
C. I spend too much time doing my own things. I don't spend enough time with people to build my relationship with them.