Walkaway Wife/WW/MLC Part 2

[jjal]

Concerning the shoes/clothes, when I got home yesterday afternoon, two small shoe racks that held maybe 8-12 pairs of shoes were gone, but half the shoes were there in the floor. Then, I couldn't tell if she had taken any clothes. Once again, confusing. Seems like a lot of fence sitting. Either that or she doesn't want to fill up her fully furnished bachelorette pad with too much stuff.

Even after 6-7 weeks of detaching, I find myself slipping a time or two a week. I'll check the phone logs on occasion as well as Facebook/Instagram pages. Triathlon training all the time it seems...and eating out are the main focus. And all the fun activities she claimed I wouldn't do she's been doing -- kayaking, rafting, camping. Go go go go go, run from reality. And the phone logs reveal more and more calls/texts with EA.

Some days I want to stand because I remember that person who was my wife from a few months back. And there are some days that I am ready to cut the cord and move on because I didn't like how it all went down, and the nasty person she's become. She's depressed though, I can see it in the pictures. Fake smile, circles under her eyes. I guess deep in the tunnel, replay?

And what gets me, is that in the pics, she is wearing a ring of some sort on her left ring finger, one time it was definitely her wedding ring. Yet, the 3 times I have seen her for dinner, no ring at all. Really confused about that.