Hi Sunny. I really get what your saying and dan I just say you amazing You had back up with H that is now gone. As you say you did 85% anyway but having someone to rely on was comforting
You are more than capable but that doesn't make it easier
I just had a chic ice and read your post re ice cream. Great minds and all that !!
Your a fantastic role model for your kids and they will remember your strength forever.