H was off last night. I made yummy pasta (if I say so myself!) H wanted to eat too. I don't know if he just feels bad to turn down if I offer, but I think it would be too rude not to if he is there? H left when D3 was not asleep yet (was lying down with me trying to sleep), and she asked me where Papa is going. So I texted him later if he could wait until kids are asleep. He texted me back "yes, sorry"
Later in the middle of the night, H started sending rambling text, "sorry" "Why didn't you shut the door (so D3 wouldn't know he left)" "You know I was leaving" "I never want to hurt my kids" "You should know that" "Why" "I'm good to them always" " Why don't you close the door" I didn't bother replying.
This morning when D3 and I were leaving, I noticed H was standing very close to me. Then he grabbed me and took me to the other room, who knew what his intention was, to talk to me or to make advances again? But D3 started crying, so that was it.
I have a work related BBQ invitation next week. They have invited my H too, but I shouldn't even let him know right?
