I will try to stay on an even platform with my emotions.
I'd have to think about Peace and Goals as one, but off the top of my head they are not.
I want my family back together as one. That is my end Goad. I have failed at making any progress if anything made things worse.
I keep slipping back and I don't know what wife wants, but seems like she wants me to fail.
She brought up that I am up and down and that she thinks I'm drinking cause what is done in Vegas stays in Vegas or if no one is around to see me do it then it didn't happen. Well I haven't drank since June 29th and I don't intend to. She wants me to fail and be a loser. She is trying to do everything she can to probably prove to me she can do it herself when in reality she is living with her mom and not doing it all herself.
She doesn't see my point of view nor cares I think.
Anyway, I need a plan of action. Your input to this is appreciated.
