Still not any real movement in my sitch. Mediation is scheduled for the middle of September.
STBX dropped off something Saturday morning and she hung out for a bit. Before she left, she moved to sit next to me in the love seat. She put her head on my shoulder and I gently wrapped my arm around her head. I told her that I liked it when she pulled her hair back that way. I resisted the urge to do or say anything more. I was really starting to wonder if I could ever feel anything for STBX again. It felt good and I was able to forget about everything for a few minutes.
Had another wonderful weekend with the kids. I really look forward to planning fun things to do together with them.
It's my wedding anniversary this Sunday. I already have plans to go out with friends that night. I don't really think I will be impacted by the past significance of that day.
Me:35 W:30 D:4 S:1 Bomb: 01/08/15, discovered EA & PA In House Separation: 01/14/15 W moves out: 04/05/15 I tell OM's W about A: 04/15/15 W serves D papers: 06/19/15 Mediation: 09/16/15 D final: 12/01/15
