The emotional and mental turmoil is draining! Give yourself a break and rest.
I went to a church concert last night and parts of it was quite moving. I also had a few short conversations with H during the day that were not bad at all, just a little intense. Today, I had an appointment for a massage, but the therapist had to cancel - and I was really relieved, I just want to recuperate from yesterday!
H is away for a few days, and I'm happy to sit still and listen to the silence and get a chance to write.
M 16 yrs, WH62, P54 3 adult blended kids EA 11/13, BD1 6/14 PA fall 14, BD2 2/15 Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15 Separated 4/16 WH moved OW in 5/16 Divorced 6/15/17