Eh, have been absolutely miserable today. Miserable. And I have no idea why. I spent the morning at the beach chasing my dog around, had someone watch him while I swam and out bodysurfed for an hour, came home and did some writing, and all in all had what should be a really amazing Sunday.

I just can't get my W out of my head today. What is she doing? Who is she with? Is she lounging on the beach with a bunch of other guys? Why doesn't she want to give our M any kind of second shot?

If detaching comes in waves, I just got slammed into the sand by the surf today. Hopefully this will pass soon enough, but (censored) today is a tough one.

So hard to believe it's been almost 9 months into our separation and I still feel this way.

Detach, detach, detach, detach, detach.

PP

M 39 W 36
T5 M3
BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day
Served 9/15
D finalized 6/17