Hopefull in NYC

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This sitch is starting to border on the insane. Asked W to come have lunch, and she seems to want to keep talking about her little extramarital sexcapade while making it seem like I'm the one who is bringing it up. She said OM was nothing and just a "stepping stone." Something about the way she speaks about people scares me. Apparently it turns out she's been only mildly attracted to me for years and was curious about other guys for some time (but was surprised to find out I was still hot for her after all these years). Her main concern is that I will hold a grudge about this and make life a living hell down the road. And the solution? She said I should go sleep with someone else as well to sort of level the field. All the while she continues to ponder us moving in together and that we definitely need MC. What kind of marriage is this going to be, exactly?? Something is seriously wrong here. We're flying out on our family vacation tomorrow! So confused about all of this...