I feel like I'm in a holding pattern. I am working on the house still, but it's slow going. My health (emotional and physical) prevent me from getting things done as fast as I would like. Finances are tough. I'm left on my own to do most of the work, since I really can't afford to hire anyone. My kids are no help. My only brother that is in the country is busy with work and his own health concerns. Over the past 5 years I have isolated myself so I really don't have many close friends. Funny thing is most of my friends didn't like my H. They found him arrogant and selfish. I was blinded and didn't see it.
I think when the house sells and I move that a big weight will be lifted off my shoulders. Talked with my D about her moving into a newly created apartment at my brothers/mothers house. She really wants to but was worried about me living on my own. I assured her that I would be fine. I have never lived on my own. I'm sure I will be lonely sometimes, but think I'm do just fine. I can always have good conversations with myself. Lol!
Now off to rip up some carpet this morning.
Di-mond in the rough M-45 H-38 My children S-25 D-23 T 5 M 4 H left April Fools Day 2015
