4, you're doing just amazing. 60 days since you've registered and you've made huge strides.
I'd encourage you to reread your old threads and see what you have learned. It's a confidence boost, and also might be beneficial for other reasons.
If you're asking me to pick a title for your next thread, how about 'independence day'? Maybe you could start taking baby steps towards breaking free...keep going!
Me:38 XW:38 T:11 years M:8 years Kids: S14, D11, D7 BD/Move out day: 6/17/14, D final Dec 15