Where do I go from here? pt. 2

[beckyb]

What a horrible day. My SIL's (H's brother'[quote][/quote]s wife) mom passed away. SIL and I are close. So I went to the funeral. This was the first time I've seen his family since BD. They are very supportive of me and not happy with H. But the reality that I won't officially be a part of that family very much longer kills me.

H came in shortly after me. We chatted. I looked good. He asked how I was and how the cat was. I told him he looked like he's lost weight. I went to sit down toward the back of room. H came and sat right behind me and continued to talk about this and that. Told me he didn't move all his stuff because he was hurt and he doesn't have any more room in storage etc. I told him I moved it all to basement/garage and it wasn't bothering right now. Good grief.

Then I went to dinner with friends and to the grocery store. Grocery shopping by yourself on a Saturday night really stinks Being single really stinks. This whole thing stinks.

Ok, I'm done now.