Hi Jim. Your entitled to feel the way you do. For me , you have acted with incredible control and with great maturity I admire how you deal with things and while it's no consolation now , in the future your children will be very proud of you.
Life is strange and full of twists and turns. I do believe people like yourself will be very happy again one day It's all about the journey and don't be surprised if the journey takes lots more twists yet
Stay strong mate , you deserve so much more. Rd. xx. ( I know , I know )
