Im a bit annoyed that she sent a text just as she disappears for a week because I would have liked a bit more courtesy than that but its not a big deal and in honesty is an emotional response because I'm hurt by this.
I was debating filing anyway so kind of wished I had so that the D was on my terms but controlling that doesn't change the reality of what it is - I've been replaced.
XW has held me in contempt for years and resentment just built on both sides. we never found a way to talk about it so in the end this was inevitable and she's right in so much as she wanted out anyway.
I will always wonder how something so good got so bad and have to try and process that in a constructive way.
I wanted kids WITH her, so I do hate this and I hate that there is someone else in my role with them - but he is trying to be good with them which is in reality the best I could hope for.
So yes feeling down but only because I'm reminded how far my XW has moved from me and the damage that did to my family.
GAL wise, well with the exception of tomorrow, I have different social plans everyday from last night to next Thursday. So hopefully keeping myself distracted.
Thanks for your concern and I'll post a bit more than of late.
Both mid 30s, 2 young kids BD 7sep14 XW moved on long ago, now living with OM1 D paperwork in progress
