no worries... I find all that talk very interesting. I guess this is quite the premature discussion in my case, but it will not be possible for me to be friends with her. It is too risky. She can destroy my relationships in a second (she's done it before, kind of bragged about it actually). I'll have to cut her off completely which is terrible because we grew up together... ugh.

Anyway, yesterday went really well. Hardly thought about her which is hard to believe. Only negative was she wiggled her way into my dreams last night. Now it's time for an early morning gym session.