(BTW, on my lunch break today I pulled my roadbike out of the shed, put some air in the tires, and am hoping to leave early. It's in the mid 60's here today).
COOL. It's high 50's here, but it feels NICE.
Had a great email discourse at lunch. Me: ... going to take your S13 out for lobstah for his bday H: (in tiny font) Can I come have lobstah? Me: Of course, you are part of this family, I would be delighted to have you. Why did you type so small? H: I was whispering Me: AWWW you are soooo cute. How do you do it? Being cute and snuggly and funny and just plain fun to be around? H: Oh stop. You're making me blush !
What stinks is that tonight I may go home all happy and bouncy from such an UP day and he will be DOWN. I like rollercoasters, but this is ridiculous.
Oh well, I am going to go home "as if" he will be in a fantastic mood.
Who has my almanac? I haven't seen it for a while and I really want to know what the forecast is. And I haven't read it in so long, I am forgetting the date H says "ILY" again to me. I should have marked it on my calendar but I forgot.
New goals 1-2 week: 1. H will hold my hand at least one more time 2. I will make H so happy he will pick me up one time to spin me around or we will wrestle/tickle one time (either) 3. I will get a passionate kiss, or at least another "I want to kiss you but am unsure" look
Long term goals: Still the same 1. H will hold my hands regularly 2. H will kiss me regularly 3. H will say ILY and look at me like he used to
Goals met to date: Hugs (was 'no' hugs) ML (was down to 1x /month and now is 4-5x/week) Admits he has feelings for me to some degree (He "cares") More touching (was 'no' touching) Kisses 2x on lips and many on face (no passionate ones yet) H said he wants to work on M H allowed me to make future plans 2x and to buy season's passes for amusement park H has admitted EA with OW and dumped her a$$ H has stopped going out for "drives" at night or staying in other room because he couldn't stand to be near me Has told me I am beautiful and picked up the compliments Has laughed at my jokes and loosened up around me
WOW! I had to read that list through twice. I have come a long way in a short time.
I definitely recommend doing that for anyone feeling frustrated or stagnant.
