Got here late... but I'm here now.

[duke]

Well I found out the other day that W has no plans whatsoever for reconciliation and that she is only looking out for herself and her kids (our kids). I have been too hopeful that she would have a change of heart while away on vacation all of August and returning this Sunday. I feel like a fool that I was thinking this would work out and we would get back together at some point. Now I realize it all makes sense with the way she had turned so cold and was being so mean since BD at the end of May.

I am really afraid of what is to come financially now. Where I live she will be entitled to child support, spousal support and special expenses. At the end of the month I will be left with nothing and she will be rolling in the dough. Every lawyer I have met with says the same thing.

Its one thing to lose the love of your life, your best friend, your soul mate; its another to lose your family and sense of being a father and husband; its another to lose your kids; now I have to deal with losing all income. I will be left with nothing, I have lost everything.