At this point I still have it but its tucked away in a box out of sight and mostly out of mind. It still keeps me doing the right things that may make progress with W, which is good because I'm still learning things about myself while interacting with her.
This is it Fogg. I agree with this completely. My hope is tucked well away. It's hope in something I can't understand with my rational mind at this point so I don't try to.
But, I look at the how many times we may have to interact together. Each one of those is golden opportunity for me, and for you. Not an opportunity to show our W's anything or make progress in our sitch's, but to learn as much as humanly possible from them. I know for a fact that the interactions around my dog have taught me a year's worth of relationship study. They have.
Those interactions alone have opened my mind to a completely new way of relating to relationships and communicating within them. That's incredible, I'll keep taking those and using them to grow as much as possible.
Plus, I've got two weeks of red meat eating and butt sniffing to watch!
Have a great weekend, how's the physical training going?
M 39 W 36 T5 M3 BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day Served 9/15 D finalized 6/17
