Today, during diner, my youngest said: "how is it possible to have sex from love?" (It sounds funnier in my language). I realized that soon I will be deprived almost entirely of these silly conversations around the table. My life will not be the same without the daily presence of my kids. I really hope they will be ok, as my W keeps repeating, maybe trying to convince herself.
And then, after diner, my Mother gave both kids a bath. When we are at my Mother's I let her do everything related to the kids because I know she enjoys it and since we are together only during summer times. Again I realized I will be deprived also of these daily moments. I almost asked my Mother for me to wash the kids, but I stayed silent, just enjoying their interactions. Families are made of these moments and nobody should be willing to destroy them.
Me43 W39 M 12y,T 15y S09,S07 Bomb Jun14 Sleeping separately Jan/Mar15 Share bed Mar/May15 Reconcile Jun15 Aug15 W sais D will happen D told to kids Sept15 W moved out with kids 01 October15