Today, during diner, my youngest said: "how is it possible to have sex from love?" (It sounds funnier in my language).
I realized that soon I will be deprived almost entirely of these silly conversations around the table.
My life will not be the same without the daily presence of my kids.
I really hope they will be ok, as my W keeps repeating, maybe trying to convince herself.

And then, after diner, my Mother gave both kids a bath.
When we are at my Mother's I let her do everything related to the kids because I know she enjoys it and since we are together only during summer times.
Again I realized I will be deprived also of these daily moments.
I almost asked my Mother for me to wash the kids, but I stayed silent, just enjoying their interactions.
Families are made of these moments and nobody should be willing to destroy them.


Me43 W39
M 12y,T 15y
S09,S07
Bomb Jun14
Sleeping separately Jan/Mar15
Share bed Mar/May15
Reconcile Jun15
Aug15 W sais D will happen
D told to kids Sept15
W moved out with kids 01 October15