I said I would be ok when he told me he was going out but not ok! I'm sad and hurt not angry for the first time! I am trying to feel those feelings and figure out how I can change ME to have better feelings about it. I am feeling those feelings But am not sure how to sort them out! Today I'm feeling the longer I'm here putting up with it the longer his other relationships will last and the more he will think it's ok to treat me like this!
