This morning has been a little mixed. things are so strange. I worked at one of my restaurants for dinner last night. W went to gym with kids as usual when i am there. After gym she came there for dinner with kids and a friend. I tried to be friendly but also not invade on space. I wanted to stay away, of course my children are there so I kept checking in on them. When they were finishing up I was done with work as well and S4 wanted to ride with me so we began walking towards the door as they were all getting up and wife makes a point to say goodbye like we were being rude for not saying goodbye. i just pleasantly turned and said see you in a few minutes at home with a smile. (we live 2 miles away). It is so strange because she acts like nothing is wrong most of the time except when she feels a certain way.
tonight she will be going out with friends and these times are difficult for me while living in the same house.
SO....GAL for today is that i am going to leave work early and get the kids to go to a waterpark. I will make sure we are not home while she is getting ready to go out. Then we will head home to clean up and then find something else to do to try and occupy the night. I really need to find a way to have adult interactions while i am with the kids as well or i find my self thinking entirely too much.
Yesterday felt really good and i am trying to think the same things and get back to that place.
M 37 W 34
T 12 M 8 D 7 S 4
Need break 4/12/15 W no ring 7/7/15
Separate room 4/12/15 Separate living suggested 8/15 W moved out 11/1/15
